Things are only impossible until they’re not

For years, I have heard people tell me that I was fighting a losing battle.  I was told that I was gay, and that there was nothing I could do but accept that fact.  I was told that homosexuality was an immutable characteristic, and that to even attempt to change my sexuality would do nothing but cause psychological harm.  I never believed any of it.

Building a wall

I was about to write that this is another post that I didn’t want to have to write, but then, I would prefer to not have to write this blog at all, so that seemed like a superfluous statement.

I screwed up the other day.  I spent the evening watching things online that I should not have been watching, and ended up masturbating. (I really hate even typing that word…)  This time wasn’t like the previous times though.