Shortly after I graduated from BYU, I moved into a house with some guys I didn’t know. Some of them were welcoming, some were not. But this story isn’t about them at all. They didn’t know what was going on in my life, and I was ok with that. In fact, only one of them knows now. I went to church with them every week. As far as they could tell, I was just another normal Mormon guy, not someone who was still falling.
While I was living there, I met a guy online. He was sweet, Continue reading
Posted in Downward spiral, My Story, The Bumpy Road Back
Tagged cyber-sex, old friend, regret, Turning Point
I’d like to say I’ve always looked for something more than sex, but that would be a lie. That being said, I always preferred chatting with men to simply watching porn. I would go online to find men that I found attractive, and chat with them. Sometimes I would just want to chat, sometimes I would want to have cyber-sex.
I don’t really remember which I was looking for on this occasion. Continue reading
Posted in My Story
Tagged BYU, Choice, Cognitive Dissonance, cyber-sex, homosexuality, old friend
